Forcing myself to draw

Since I have finished painting the Bohemian Animal Tarot 2 months ago I haven’t drawn a thing since yesterday .I needed a big break from the intensity of art.Its funny as I’m taking the break my mind and heart is still with art,I find I can’t function as well without creating something,at least my house has been tidy for 2 months .
All sorts of thoughts run through my head.what if I can’t draw anymore ? Why can’t I just pick up the pencil ? I start avoiding my art,this seems to be the cycle of my life,
So I just picked up the pencil yesterday and forced myself to draw,I haven’t stopped since,I’m working on the magical creatures book I’m doing with Scott Alexander King,here’s a little glimpse of the twig faery that got me started