Forcing myself to draw

Since I have finished painting the Bohemian Animal Tarot two months ago I haven’t drawn a thing since yesterday. I needed a big break from the intensity of art. Its funny as I’m taking the break my mind and heart is still with art, I find I can’t function as well without creating something, at least my house has been tidy for two months.
All sorts of thoughts run through my head, what if I can’t draw anymore ? Why can’t I just pick up the pencil ? I start avoiding my art, this seems to be the cycle of my life,

So I just picked up the pencil yesterday and forced myself to draw, I haven’t stopped since, I’m working on the magical creatures book I’m doing with Scott Alexander King, here’s a little glimpse of the twig faery that got me started